Friday, December 10, 2010

I Care, I Love..

To the very-very-important-person in my life..

I care
I love
but it's hard to tell

I care
I love
but still a bit of a rebel

I care
I love
All's well that ends well


Thursday, August 5, 2010

BIT 4153

What is it with BIT 4153?

Hermm BIT 4153 - Reflections on Teaching & Learning ESL

It's one of the major subjects for my final year in UPSI. huuu pheww I'm already in my finale year!? Oh my~

It's a reflection, isn't it?

Erm, can English remain as a second language in Malaysia? Or is it consider as a foreign language nowadays? These questions keep on hide-and-seek with me. I wonder why..

I'm learning English in UPSI. Teaching English as a Second Language. And yet I've got tongue twisted every time I try to communicate in English as if I'm using tongue-twister. And why is it happening to me? Is it just me or there's another person like me?

No matter what, there's always room for improvement. And I'm still learning. Everyday. And no matter what, I've already be in this track for almost three years. I've to bear with it and always keep on track.

Am I doing reflection?

Ha-ha. That's it, I'm influenced by learning BIT 4153!

I've got BIT 4153 class today.  Quoted on what Dr Goh has said this morning, "You are in the University of Life. Everyone is in the University of Life," make me think wisely. Everyone has already entering a university since we grown up whether we realize it or not.

Ya, he's right.

We are already in the University of Life. We live our life today as life goes on. No matter what, we must do reflection as life goes on each and everyday. We must reflect back on every action we've made. Eyh but then there are reflection-on-action and reflection-in-action. I prefer both..

I really adore Dr Goh. He always acts wisely. He's a wise man after all. Not to forget, Dr Goh is a very calm lecturer I have ever met. He's the one that I know with good-manner-sarcasm. Ha-ha.

Okay, that's not my major point as all I want to say is that I'm now falling in love with Reflection on Teaching & Learning ESL which is conducted by Dr Goh Hock Seng for the time being before we have our beloved Mr Zain on the second half of this semester. 

Okay, did I write a long sentence without full stop right up there?? Hemm. Is it a number of mistakes here and there?

Ha-ha. Enough is enough. Or else there might be serious grammatical error here and there till someone pop-up, "Why on earth you've been chosen to be an English teacher???"

Huhuuuuuu. Scary~

Wednesday, July 7, 2010


Once upon a time..... My lil sis whispered my name when I was enjoying myself with a new game in her lappy.

"Kakcik, kakcik,"

"Ya, wazzup?"

"Move aside. I've got something to show you"

"No way girl. I'm in the middle of attracting Juliet to the window or else she won't find her Romeo. Syuhhh syuhhhh~"

"4 minutes, please."


"5 mins. I bet you'll like it,"

"Heh. You better do."

I then moved aside and let my lil sis pointing her index finger at the touch pad.

"Here. Watch this,"

((A music video from my lil sis' wmp starts to play))

Mm hmm. Not bad i guess. I think I'm amazed..... watching the video for the very first time. She's got talent!

"bla.. bla.. bla" <--- my lil sis was busy explaining something about the singer. I bet she learned that from her friend, our neighbour.. as she had been missing for hours after she went to a kenduri kahwin.

And suddenly these words bang my ears...

"judges tak percaya sampai mak dia tunjuk birth certificate,"

I laughed out loud.

"And what were you babbling just now my dear? I'm not really listening coz I'm hearing this whatever pyramid in which you've just asked me to,"

I saw a smile on my lil sis' face and she started to tell everything all over again without hesitation. Just then I listened to her enthusiastically.

"em hm" "really?" "o yeahh" "aha.. bla-bla-bla" <--- and not to forget, I respond to her whenever I think appropriate.

I could see her bright face shining with excitement as if someone has been asking for her hand in marriage. aha~

"Do you like it?" <--- I really hope that my lil sis will ask me so, but she didn't.

And me myself haven't told her whether I like it or not.

"Okay you better move. Paige Harper and The Tome of Mystery can't wait any longer or else Romeo can't reach for his Juliet anymore.."

"Eyh, just now you said that Juliet won't find her Romeo."

"Eishh.. vice versa la dear. It takes two to tango right?"

The pyramid thing stopped at that point and we discuss nothing till one fine day I told my lil sis,

"Ey, I've got the official mv,"

"Ha-ha. I've just downloaded the mv from youtube."

We laughed.

"Is it?"

"Ya la,"

"I think that one is better coz there's an opening music,"


"Ya, you better listen carefully."

"Okay, will do."


"Okay, turn on yours."

At that very moment I've just switched on my lappy and so I played the mv and we listened to the song together.

My lil sis nodded her head once and said, "O ya la, there's a slight difference."

"And what do you think about the song? I mean what is it about?" I took chance to dig for my lil sis' point of view regarding this catchy song.

"Emm well like I've told you before. Basically its a love song but then there's something which I couldn't tell. The spirit will remain perhaps..?"

I nodded as well. I prefer to know and learn lyrics first before just fall in love with them. Then I search for the pyramid lyrics.....

Pyramid - Charice ft Iyaz

Shawty's love is like a pyramid (ooh)
We stand together till the very end (eh ooh)
There'll never be another love for sure (ooh)
Iyaz and Charice let we go

Stones, heavy like the love you've shown (shown)
Solid as the ground we've known (known)
And I just wanna carry on
We took it from the bottom up (no no no)
And even in a desert storm (yeah)
Sturdy as a rock we hold (oh)
Wishing every moment froze
Now I just wanna let you know
Earthquakes can't shake us
Cyclones can't break us
Hurricanes can't take away our love

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top (at the top baby), like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep on going
Forever we will stay, like a pyramid

Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh (ooh)
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh (ooh)
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh eh (oooh)

Cold (cold), never ever when you're close (close)
We will never let it fold (fold)
A story that was never told
Something like a mystery (yoh!)
And every step we took we've grown
Look how fast the time has flown
A journey to a place unknown
We're going down in history
Earthquakes can't shake us (oh)
Cyclones can't break us (oh)
Hurricanes can't take away our love

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock (hey!)
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top, (at the top baby) like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing (wind is blowing)
We'll never fall just keep it going (keep it going)
Forever we will stay, like a pyramid (eh oh)

Like a pyramid girl let me show you
That I love you so much
That we gonna get through (oh oh)
Even when there's storms
I will never go, Ima be the one to keep you safe (hey)
Before was our love back it up more than enough
Holding on to one another be the cover when it's rough (oh oh)
Mother nature (hey) or disaster won't stop at happy ever after

Pyramid, keep it going (like a pyramid, like a pyramid)
Oh oh ooooh (like a pyramid, like a pyramid)

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock (solid rock)
It feels just like it's heaven's touch (oooh)
Together at the top (at the top baby, at the top girl), like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep on going (keep it going)
Forever we will stay (Charice), like a pyramid (what what)

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top (at the top baby, at the top girl), like a pyramid (pyramid)
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep it going
Forever we will stay (ooh), like a pyramid

Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh eh

Produced by Twin, writer: David Jassy & Lyrica Anderson

And there you go.. Just like when we're studying literature. Read between the line and so on.. Ha-ha. I've try to upload the video but there's a problem occurred and I can't fix it. Charice featuring Iyaz in Pyramid can be seen in Youtube as well.. =)

footnote : I'm Malaysian, and those are manglish.. uhuu

Monday, May 3, 2010


After days... I manage to scan this post award of the day . It's a gift to give to another blogger and of course it's a gift to me. Ermm it's stated there.....

See! Told ya! This award is for beautiful blogger.. i repeat, b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l b.l.o.g.g.e.r! hahah. thanks dear friend zara al-zahra for tagging me.. hohoho

I've seen so many tagging-award before ((is it called tagging-award?? haha pandai-pandai taruk nama..)) and yet i've never received any till there's one given to me and others as well..

Sincerely I want to make a confession. Deep inside my spotty-blacky-heart ((as i always think of bad things even if i try my best to think positive = senang kata banyak suuzon dari husnuzon)) I used to feel that one who did this tagging-award never think of everyone. Why? errr.. it's a long-long-story and this isn't the time to recall memories. Forget injuries, never forget kindness.

Full Stop.

However. However. The feel is very deep inside and it's already being buried somewhere in my *-*-heart ((takleh sebut banyak-banyak kali nanti jadi reality, na'uzubillah..))

Please take note, ALREADY BEING BURIED means already being buried. Okay? (",) Not to worry everybody. I'm not against this tagging-award.

It's a gift after all. It's proven enjoyable and not to forget it shows remembrance.. I really appreciate the gift given to me from my dear friend.. luv ya! mmuahh!

Sunday, May 2, 2010

It's Amazing!

This forwarded email really amaze me.. Take a look at these photos, the first three months of a panda bear..





DAY 25

DAY 30

DAY 35

DAY 45

DAY 95

and tadaaaaa~~

DAY 120

SUBHANALLAH! ... baby panda is so cute isn't it? I'm 24 and this is my first time seeing the growth of a panda bear. These photos remind me of oren, belang and comel ((standard name for kucing org melayu.. ours especially.. hahaheheee)) and below is a video shows a baby panda sneeze... pity his mother.. (",)

Sunday, April 25, 2010

Traditionally hell??

wuuppsss.. no~ no~ no~ i'm not cursing or whatsoeva.. take a look at this..

this is my cursive, quickly jotting down tips spoken by dr. Halim a.k.a grammar man. just ignore tulisan cacing kerawit itu. i believe my real handwriting is way better.. haha **perasantan**

okay, my major point is on this..

see that one yang sudah dibulatkan itu secara berbalam-balam.. and how on earth i've come out with that hell thing.. haha! thanks to diah for she's the one that realize this outta space tips in BIT3133..

and somehow the phrase traditionally hell is the one that i heard just after my feet reach outside taman u 16 ((sign of enough for grammar at this moment)).. spoken by whom?? yep! pah and diah my dear friends.. they laugh at me because of the unknown tips.. and i laugh out loud to myself too.. i've answered BIT3133!!

speaking of BIT3133, i don't really know whether my answer is right or wrong but i believe that's the best from me which i can say, just pray to the Almighty for HE knows the best for each of us. what past is past and prepare for the next battle. i believe i'm strong enough for this.. haha. sure you can! <-- this is one of the album that mirwana had produced once upon a time.. i believe i have this cassette at home.. i used to be hamidian and of course i'm a big fan of mirwana long-long-long time ago.. and i missed the old mirwana.. okay. this is out of topic already! i'm off! =) there're many things to be done on sunday morning and i believe ((dey! how many believe daa..)) i've to stop at this point.. till then~

Wednesday, April 21, 2010


gagagaaaaa.. not lady gaga but its gagagaaaaa. i repeat, gagagaaaaa~~
yoshh! dis coming saturday is my 1st day of examination.. starting with the killer paper. ho i'm dead! dead meat! serious. coursework mark for my BIT3133 TEACHING ENGLISH GRAMMAR is the worst from 3 other subjects.. now you can tell the need for gagagaaaaa~~

what if i try my best to be a cheater.. ONCE.

huuu~ WILL NOT! its a funny thing if i'm one of those people out there... committing sin without guilt but deep inside their heart they know that's not the best nevertheless and obviously isn't a good thing.. hermm

haha.. know what? the phrase "will not" remind me of something.. is it consider as a phrase?? see... my grammar.. b.a.d. somehow it is a phrase in way of expressing oneself, rite? erm back to "will not", once upon a time i've answered my friend's text about me missing him. me missing him?? again. i'm not that good neither in forms nor function. pheww~ em hm back then when i've been asked about missing someone, i replied, "haha. will not unless we're married. just then i'll miss u like u've never imagine."

and what's the connection with tiru meniru ni??? erm.. just want to share my zaman jahiliyyah experience. those days we're still comitting sin without realizing that's not good and it's consider as perkara biasa. it is still happening nowadays but me myself, i'm trying my very best to avoid from this so called 'crime'.. do you get what i mean?? please do.. (",)

didn't get it? just ignore then.. haha. i'm not myself and this isn't the right time to recall memoriess.. phewww~~

BEST of LUCK myself!! gagagaaaaa~~ i'm ruining the language itself.. huhu sorry miss vanaja.. ngeheee..

Sunday, March 7, 2010


somebody save me...............

i'm digging my own grave!!!!!

i know i have HIM

i know HE'll always be there for me

and yet i'm doing nothing

i'm such a loser

n how on earth i'm going to resign myself to HIM

ohhh am i sound skema??

(((ehmm like i care)))

do i look like i care?????

Killing English

Forwarded Email... laughing is da best medicine =)

Class teacher once said :

"Pick up the paper and fall in the dustbin!!!"




Don't laugh at the back benches… Otherwise teeth and all will be fallen down...


It was very hot in the afternoon when the teacher entered.. She tried to switch the fan on, but there was some problem and then she said,

"Why is fan not oning?" (ing form of on)


teacher in a furious mood…

write down your name and father of your name!!


“Shhh… quiet… The principal is revolving around college”


My manager started like this,

“Hi, I am Madhu, Married with two kids”


“I’ll illustrate what i have in my mind” said the professor and erased the board


“Will u hang that calender or else I’ll HANG MYSELF”




Chemistry HOD comes and tells …

“My aim is to study my son and marry my daughter,”


Tomorrow call your parents especially mother and father


“Why are you looking at the monkeys outside when I am in the class?!”


Lab assistant said this when my friend wrote wrong code..

“I understand. You understand. Computer how understand??


Seeing the principal passing by, the teacher told the noisy class..

“Keep quiet, the principal has passed away,”

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

i'm off

i'm not a bench

i am not
it looks like everything's okay
it is not
ye might consider everything's done
it is never
will never
and never ever be as ye wish
guts have been thrown out
ye never know
what lies inside
will never
the precious is already wrapped up
shield and tied up
up high
counting stars above the sky
deep down
waiting for leaves to dry
i'm not a bench
i am not

Wednesday, January 20, 2010


expect the unexpected
no one knows
let it be
expect for the worst
let 'if' go
say never to him
pray to the ALMIGHTY
for HE knows
every single thing
love HIM
there'll be hope

worst is an exception